a self-inflicted broken heart

i am not your friend
no longer will i be
you will learn to fear
the slightest thougt of me

i am now your enemy
the reason that you hate
you no longer have control
i will chose your fate

i will never love again
no matter what you say
i will never hurt again
not pain that feels that way

i am your anxiety
the reason you are vague
i am the wall they will not break
youll never hurt that way

i am the reason your alone
and forever you will be
you have nothing left inside
all you have is me

i am the darkness deep inside
that shadows out the light
i am the reason you cry alone
in the middle of the night

i am the one who decides
when your time is near
i am the one you hate the most
it is me you truly fear

i am now the shield
you will never be too close
i will never let them in
it is them i hate the most

you will walk aimlessly
you no longer have set course
this is all your own doing
remember theres no remorse

i am the one who calls the shots
there is nothing you can do
i am why your damaged goods
youll never be brand new

i am the reason your are lost
with no where else to start
i am why youll never be fixed
i am your broken heart.